Jesus Christ Supermarket

I think I’m too Insecure. Though i might just be saying that because I’m insecure. Its kind of like time travel. You never really know whats going on. I dont have a lot of things wrong with me, I’m pretty much perfect. I know thats a contradiction, I dont care. I think it maybe related to my violent mood swings which i think are brought on by sleep deprivation. Which in turn is caused by insomnia. Im not really sure what I’m insecure about if I am insecure at all. This maybe be a figment of my imagination. It might be a dream. This could be inception or some shit like that, who knows. Ive never been good with all these emotions, i might not be insecure at all i might just be horny or hungry or even happy! I dont know. Im an incredibly obsessive person. I know that. I become fixated with one thing for ages and then the novelty wears off or I realize it was stupid for me to fixated with that thing. Im kind of like a dog in that respect. Im glad I’m not going for a psychology course, I would probably analyse myself to death. I’m aware I’m aware I’m being quite selfish, just talking about myself the whole time. How are you? You know who wasn’t selfish? That boy in Australia. He gave his own life to save his brother. That is a true Hero. I’d like to think that i would do the same in that situation but i probably wouldn’t. I would be an absolute pussy and save myself. I’m not proud of that. I really would like to be that generous. I really dont know what I’m talking about anymore